Thursday, March 15, 2018

What's your purpose?

We all go through different phases in life. Right now, I'm going through this odd phase where I constantly question my purpose in life. It's really weird. But I feel like I've come to a junction and I need answers to move on.


What is my purpose? I know I have 2 beautiful children and a good husband, I have super strong support system. I have amazing friends in my life. Overall, I'm all good. But despite all that, what is my purpose in this world? I feel like theres a bigger purpose in my life than just being a wife, a mother, a daughter. I feel like I am put in this world for something bigger than all that. But what is it?

I find myself feeling a bit down lately because I can't figure it out. I reached out to a spiritual healer to help me find myself. I have gone through 2 out of 4 sessions now and although I feel much lighter than before I started the session, I still dont have answers I am looking for.

Praying does help. Maybe my purpose is to find Him. Find God. I am not very religious. I dont pray 5 times a day but I do believe in Allah. Like anything else in life, this phase will also die.  I hope he will help me find some answers because it is really troubling me.

Do you ever have that feeling? What do you to overcome it? Share

6 comments:

  1. Every morning i practise writing down 10 things i am grateful for.

    I set daily goals and pat on the back for getting it done.

    I do atleast 1 uncomfortable thing a day like...talk to a stranger.

    Previously i signed up for gym and dedicate an hour to sweat away toxin

    I put myself first

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    1. Putting yourself first is important!

      I do daily goals too. I can't function if I dont list them down.

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  2. I feel that being a mother is my biggest purpose coz I am raising two humans that are going to make this world a better place...Ameen.

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    1. Ameen! You are an awesome mum too!! The boys are lucky to have you.

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  3. I am going to be 40 in a few days. Still not religious no matter how hard I tried (walaupun patut sedar diri kubur dah kata mari). Sometimes I feel like giving up trying. I just try my best raising my two boys. I guess the key point is never quit trying, try to move forward eventhough terpaksa mengesot. You are an awesome mum and wife.

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    1. I totally agree. Keep moving forward. Keep walking until you see the light at the end of the tunnel. We all go through tough times but most important thing is to keep trying to be better. I always said I'm a work in progress. You are an awesome mum and wife too! Hugs. Dont give up trying!

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