Monday, May 21, 2018

Salam Ramadhan

Ramadhan is here. Has it been a year already? Time really flies.

Honestly speaking, I am not ready for ramadhan at all, nor do I have the mood. I dont. I've also decided to take a break from KupuKupu this year. I feel like I need time out. My energy has run out and I need to find myself this year. This year I've only done few pieces for my regular customers and that's about it.

Doesn't help that we are also still waiting for my mum's biopsy results. I am expecting the worst already. I know I should remain positive but it is tough. Half of me is still in denial and the other half of me is just praying this is all just a bad dream and I will wake up from it soon.

But Ramadhan is a holy month and it is this month in which Allah opens His doors of mercy, forgiveness and blessings upon us muslims. InsyaAllah my prayers will be answered this month. I need to pray more.

It's only been day 5 of Ramadhan but I feel like I've done a lot of things. I took my mum for her biopsy on the first day of Ramadhan. I dropped my mum off at the reception and she went to register while I look for parking. Parking was a nightmare and I felt like it was impossible for me to find one after going round and round many times. Finally, I just said out loud "Ya Allah, please help me!" and immediately, a parking spot was available right in front of the main entrance. I felt like it was a sign to say He is there! Alhamdulillah. Despite the long wait, everything went well. Allah permudahkan everything for us that day. The wait for the biopsy report will kill me but Alhamdulillah, we are OK and feeling OK. We kind of know what to expect but we are trying to just brush it away for now. It would be a miracle if it comes back negative but Allah knows best. For now, we will just remain positive as much as we can.

Speaking of Ramadhan, Young Living is having this awesome promotion going on from now until 25th May 2018. The Premium Starter Kit is only RM680.40 this Ramadhan (normal price is RM756) so if you've been thinking of getting this, now is the time because I've never seen this deal before. Let me know before 25 May 2018 if you want to get this set and I will reserve it for you.

Have a blessed Ramadhan. Let's do good this month. May Allah bless us all, forgive all our sins and grant us the best Ramadhan. And please pray for my mama!!

Thank you!

Happy Fasting everyone!


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